“Rain, rain go away. Come again some other day.”
The kid’s rhyme had it right for me this morning. Oh at first the badda bing badda boom didn’t bother me as the bedroom lit up with a raging thunderstorm storm outside. The thunder rocked the windows and I’m sure the pup in the kitchen was making her way to cower in the bathroom! Yeah, I understand that. It was time for me to retreat as well . . .
When I was a kid we used to say that the boom, boom, bang of a thunderstorm was the angels bowling! We also said that the rain was the angels crying. We Catholic kids had a lot of fairy tales we told to get us through the scary stuff. (Smile.) Now that I am a believer in Jesus Christ, I turn to the Bible for truth and have learned that angels are real, were created by God, and have specific tasks that they perform both here on earth and in the heavenly realm as directed by God. Wow. Angels have nothing to do with thunderstorms!
But thunderstorms have everything to do with my illness of late. The tic and seizure attacks are worse when the clouds and weather systems collide out there. I can’t control it nor stop it. There ain’t no antidote neither. I just hold on for the ride. Perhaps it’s part of my sensitivity to electromagnetic frequencies these days, manifest in the computer router, various electronic treatment modalities, and extensive cell phone usage. Sigh. What will I be sensitive to next? Yes, the smell of soap on my husband’s scalp last night came close . . .
And yet today I am grateful for the rain. The grass was looking a little crispy and I hadn’t been able to water my gardens last night due to noxious symptoms. So here I sit, earlier than I should be awake on a Saturday morning, feeling “fried” again, and wondering what to do with myself. My husband left early to run the United States Canoe Association races at Rivergames, part of the 3 Rivers Festival in our city. He will be racing his Mohican in the K-1 unlimited class against some stiff competition (if TED shows up today!). I am so proud of Steve. He held me close last night during severe seizure attacks that lasted about 1 1/2 hours. Twas hell. We had some tense words later about some of the difficulties managing this season of life that we are in then we each took care of various tasks before bedtime. I’m glad to say that we “kissed and made up” too, and all is well again. About 5 hours later, we are both up again: Steve is off to the races and what is left of me is here with you . . .
The rain has now stopped and all I hear is the roar of an emergency vehicle’s siren in the distance. Lord, go before them and be with those in need of your care. As for me, I am grateful to report that I am now past the personal thunder and lightening that began this day. For me to be of use for Your kingdom, Lord, I must rest and recover now. Perhaps I can join my beloved later for the crazy raft races that will follow the USCA races at the Festival. Yeah, a good laugh will be good medicine.
Looking forward to loving a rainy night one of these ‘ol days . . . Eddie Rabbit got it right in his song decades ago . . . Click on the link and enjoy!