Almost unbelievably, the change of more than Spring has begun
I never thought it could though wish for it I did with all my might.
Because you can only see from where you have been unless given to dream
But alas I don’t do well with fantasy: give me something real I can touch, I can feel!
Years with my mind in the craggy place of sickness but yet wired just the same
Astounded I functioned at all as I look back at my years from there to here.
So the consult among the experts, the one we had to persist to even get
Held the critical link to a change in medication becoming the magic pill, so to speak.
More days, more nights free of seizures than ever before have opened up my world
To the wonders of being, the tasks of life, the longing embraces of my beloved so sweet.
With more road to travel in this journey of recovery, I still do not fear it ending soon.
When the mind doth calm the seeds of true hope and love are born I can see:
My Lord hath brought His goodness and in it I will simply dwell for now, alright.