You bring me joy

How about playing a little tune while enjoying the view that encourages me these days: my beloved and my garden.  Enjoy!

Song to play:

Pictures from my heart of gratitude.  Thank you Jesus.  You are so good to me.  JJ

My beloved and me at Lakeside Rose Garden, Fort Wayne, Indiana
My beloved and me at Lakeside Rose Garden, Fort Wayne, Indiana
Garden pup:  Elle
Garden pup: Elle

 

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Our first compost pile in what used to be the dog pen.  Sorry Elle!  You'll have to share!
Our first compost pile in what used to be the dog pen. Sorry Elle! You’ll have to share!

 

Lavender in the veggie garden bringing on the bumblebees.  Yes!
Lavender in the veggie garden bringing on the bumblebees. Yes!
Looks like the Knock Out Rose bush is going to make it after all!
Looks like the Knock Out Rose bush is going to make it after all!

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The Sequel: Same story different day

Don’t you just love a good movie?  The kind where you cannot predict the end until it ends or one where you find out what happened to the characters from the first of the series?  Yes, everyone loves a good story with a happy ending.  As for me, I’m just glad for happy moments!

I decided that it was time to update my video log of the most challenging aspects of the illness I am battling.  Included in my “sequel” are some photos of happy moments and some notes meant to be of encouragement at the end of the story.  Overall I admit that it’s kind of tough to watch.  Sometimes my beloved, Steve, and I (in our attempts to cope with this daily saga) get into a numbing routine where I go off into a back bedroom for a wretched episode then he comes by later to check on me.  I’m safe in bed:  I won’t fall out or anything like that.  He prays as he endures the horrifying vocalizations echoing throughout the house, knowing that there is virtually nothing he can do to lessen the burden.  We simply ride it out until the next one comes along, whenever that may be.

Gratefully we have discovered some things that consistently trigger the seizure-attack episodes or make them worse.  We don’t do these things where possible!  I mean that with nine gatherings last week in celebration of two weddings it was pretty tough to eliminate all extraneous factors.  We did our best.  I made it through five events relatively o.k., was Skyped into another, left two early, skipped a reception, and was carried away from the second to last event after the introduction of the happy newlyweds.  Not bad for a massively ramped up schedule and for someone battling Chronic Inflammatory Response Syndrome.  Or is it Lyme disease?  Biotoxin illness?  Non-epileptic seizures?  No one really knows for sure.

So here it is.  No popcorn needed.  A tissue might be worthwhile.  All prayers are welcome.  I am looking forward to the day when this illness is resolved.  In the meantime I stand on the Rock of my salvation, trusting in my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ to go with me and deliver me in due time.  One day in this life or in heaven, I WILL BE FREE.  It’s the promise in which all of us who call upon the name of the Lord can rest.  Thank you Jesus for your amazing grace.

Time for a nap!  J