Today was much of the same:
Back to bed after hitting the wall, so to speak.
Hours later I cleared
And a phone call to my beloved at work
Got me in motion to do the tasks at hand.
The story doesn’t vary much . . .
Maybe an outing to test the waters may come
Only to push me back a few days and then
I wonder if I have really come forward much at all.
But “it takes what it takes” sometimes;
The good, the bad, the ugly like an old western:
I know the patterns at least so I cry less
Resting comes more easily as does opting out
‘Cause life is more about the meaning than the doing anyhow.
The last sentence in this prose
Must point beyond my tale of woe
For when a beloved friend faced losing a family member so dear,
I realized the blessings that abound in my life even so
Even so I will go on and things will get better of this I am sure.
It doesn’t have to be today you know!